I have been trying, without success to save a newspaper report into a format which could then be posted in here. It seems I am going to have to type it all out by hand, which will take me for ever.
Anyway, the gist of it is this:
February 13th 1892, Benjamin Howe, mariner of Brightlingsea and my 2 x great grandfather, took his own life by hanging himself from the iron bedstead at his home. He was found by his sons and the inquest gives lots of detail about the state of his mind and the various reasons for his extreme depression. Hi wife had died some years previously and although he was about to re-marry, his suicide note explained that he simply couldn't go through with it and that he wished he had been buried with his wife. The coroner recorded a verdict of 'suicide whilst temporarily insane'
Ninety-five years later, on February 13th 1987, Benjamin Howe's 3 x great-grandson was born ( my nephew) and in true family tradition, as eldest son, he shares the same christian name.